And we're back. Hey so I've decided that I'm going to revive this blog and make it about my struggles with depression and mental health in general. Obviously StooBBQ provided and outlet, but it was never supposed to be about what it became.
So with that said, I am happy to report that I am talking to someone about my problems and my GP added on a medicine to my existing happy pill to help. So far so good. I do feel I need to speak with a specialist about my anger issues, because it scares me. Unfortunately because of my martial arts training having a quick temper is not the best thing to have right now. So that is part of my fear of leaving the house. I go to the store, and come home and that's about it. That can't be healthy, but I am doing what I feel keeps me and my family safe.
Obviously from my last post on StooBBQ I had an axe to grind, but I think it actually did me a favor. It kind of forced me to declare my purpose. I'm Hero Support and proud of it. My ego is not hurting because my wife is shining. On the contrary, my ego is starting to climb back up, because I know none of it would be possible if we didn't work together. I'm her cheer leader, editor and motivator. I'm the one who gets her a drink or something to eat when she is staring at the computer screen finishing a test.
So where do we go from here? Well I'm going to keep cooking away and sharing my food. I'm going to immerse myself in books and classes and learn all I can about the art of food. On StooBBQ I'll share what and how I'm making it. Hopefully adding a few sponsors along the way. Over here I'll share what I was feeling before, during and after cooking the meal. Some days I'll only post there and some I'll only post here.
Hopefully you find it all entertains or interesting enough to stick around.
